I just did something that I didn't want to have to do. I had just hoped it wouldn't come to this. Being unemployed 16 months is pushing me over the edge and I have no choice.
I sold all my stock in one of my old companies just so that we can survive. I didn't want to do that. It's really screwed-up any hope of emergency funds.
Crap, I'm a loser. I can't provide for my family. Self esteem? Don't got it. Self assured? Gone long ago. A 24-year career in IT? I'm watching it fade and I'm scared... Ageism in the IT industry? IT EXISTS. I'm not feeling too good anymore...
2008
2006- Off the net
2005- Wolves 1 - Moose 3
2004- Base on bored
2003- Cubs Lose! Cubs Lose!
- Where's Jed?
- Construction at Blackhawk
- Bare ash
- Priceless