This collection of entries is from May 31, 2004.
Goddamn Y%#@@^ (($**^$%*%I )(&^%@(@()^
I've worked on that friggin' fan all day...
As I type this, I can no longer get any - and I mean ANY power at all in the bedroom. The breaker isn't tripping, but there's just NO EFFIN' POWER to ANY outlet in the bedroom or closet.
I've installed the fan not once but TWICE today. Why? Because I was so friggin' concerned about making sure the damn mounting plate was secured to the friggin' ceiling, that I cranked-down on the screws a bit too hard and pushed 4 rubber "feet" straight into the ceiling, so I turned the plate 45 degrees and mounted the damn thing again.
I CAN'T DO THIS CRAP... I've been telling my family this for years and NO ONE seems to understand that I just don't even have these simple friggin' skills! "Oh, you can do it!" "Oh, it's not that hard..."
BULL! I TELLS YA... BULL!!!!
I CAN'T DO IT.
Now It's time to call an electrician and God knows what the hell's going to happen...
In the mean time, I am at a frustration level that I haven't been to in years... "See family? See? I can't really do this!"
I am also embarrassed as all hell because I'm just coming off as an absolute idiot...